He is wild and loud, and in my face all day. I was filling out a form for Kindergarten that asked for strengths and weaknesses. There were so many positives that came to mind but I fail to meditate on them because I still think I know best. Instead I choose to focus on where he falls short or is different from other 5 year olds.
But I am left feeling quite convicted and ready to ditch my plan. This is the redemptive power of a family. Collin is no more able to be quiet than to turn into an elephant. He will however, be loved and accepted in this home. This love will change him. It is all that ever changes us, grace. And his Mama has found it to be good for her journey, much better for heart change than a kiddo that will "shut up and color."
Man that kid looks like Matt in the last picture. I don't think I've ever seen it that strong before. Anyway, I used to think my Matt was going to grow up and sell peanuts at the circus. He certainly had the voice and boisterousness for it. Hang in there -- they make their way. :-)
ReplyDeleteLove your honesty. Such true comments.
ReplyDeleteLove, A Fellow Control Freaky Parent
I read that post when you put it on FB and admire the honesty in your post just now. I think we all worry about what others think of our children...how can we not? You're little Collin is perfect, I am glad you're embracing the loudness and excepting him...those two things alone will ingrain in him how much he is wanted, needed and loved. You're such a good mama.
ReplyDeleteOh Mary that is so reassuring that YOU made it through his childhood. He is such a fine young man, I will hold onto that encouragement!
ReplyDeleteAlycia, thanks for not judging, we've got to stick together, us control freaks ;)
Megan, thanks for the sweet words. Your honesty about the first weeks of 2 kids really inspired me!